dark to light

For the first time, I see that you are the loner.
You say and pretend like a single boy seek a new adventure in this whole world.
You know everything 'bout me but I don't.
You never tell who you are in fact.
You hide it so that I don't understand anything.
Actually something have taken place for the sake of heaven.
However, the time is replaced.
By a lil' bit thing, I see new reality.
Till I see, know, understand the great secret for almost year.
For the beginning, I feel so fool why I've done it.
Why you didn't tell me that?
I didn't mean to give knife for someone else but you force yourself to me, you suicide yourself, you kill them, and you made me dying.
In entire feeling, I'm so disappointed and embarassed.
But now?
What should I do?
Everything is changed.
It's not only the situation, but also you.
Really I wanna leave this dark condition.
I think by leaving everything, all the thing can be running well so far.
But actually, this is just illusion.
This way can't finish the terrible thing.
The only one way is just face it.
Whatever it is, just face it.
And I'll create the story well.
Make it okay and vanish the pain.